i dunno what to say.



during geog when we were walking back frm the library to our class, mr colemanchua suddenly turned back and told us something wierd.
'the weather really reflects on how we are feeling today, huh?'
it was raining then.
had just gotten back physics test and was still trying to get over it.
but we were like joking when we saw him so i thought we looked quite happy.
that statement seemed puzzling at first. but.
what surprised me is really.

how true that statement is.

was on my way back after doing maths pt when.
the call came.
what a powerful call.


you didnt have to do that.
there could have been many that could help you.
if only you would let them.
if you'd poured out everything.
if you'd let someone you trust know everything.
i may not have been the one.
but im sure there are many that would have been willing to help.

what a selfish act.
what about your parents and relatives?
did you even spare a thought for them? your loved ones?
didnt you know the consequences?
or the fact that we cannot hide from our problems?

this is gonna affect me for a longlong time to come.